"Life experience"

Cocaine. 

This pale white line, became a friend of mine, it stole the light that used to shine. 

From night to day, I have to say, it gave me strength, it brought me pain, it soaked up all the laughter in my life.

From day to night, I had to fight these demons that crawled out of the darkness and straight into my life. 

A time of pain, a time of grief, nearly stole my life just like a thief which crawled in to my painful troubled world.

But now today, I have to say, I'm clean I'm sober I'm getting closer to getting back to the way I was before. 

The weather's wetter but I'm feeling better this clean living is really giving me a better lease on life.

New doors open whilst others close, but happy to say I've got a clean nose and wouldn't go back to the way I was before.